Exhaustion.

So, as usual work an a bus take a lot more our of a day then I'm used to. Work is 8.5 hours long including my unpaid break. Also, I leave 1 hour before my shift to ensure I arrive early at the very latest. Coming home generally only takes 30 minutes. So after some simple math, I spend 8 hours (or less, mostly less) sleeping, and 10 hours out due to work. So 18 of my 24 hours is already spoken for leaving me with 6 hours left to do what I want. However, living with other people I have to also help cook, clean, mow, labour, etc... So, the average time I have to do things per day is probably closer to 4-5 hours. Not bad, but not great either. Despite my powerful motiviation to try and get on at Bioware, I feel myself slipping with exhaustion.

Trying to learn and focus on making a module is frustrating at the best of times, but being tired is a whole other story. Perhaps once my body gets used to all the exercise it's been getting, maybe I'll be more aware. Anyway I am a little frustrated for the moment but still have my eye on the prize, I will design games at some point... right after these "Zzz" messages... zzz...